*121 - take away the pain

Exhausting day today. Very dramatic. It completely drained me and we're all just so scared for her. Like I said, Mummies know best so at least we know she's in good hands now. Everybody, trust your Mummies - It's not as if they've never had relationship problems before. They understand.

And I have to say, Ms Lim is the best. Rushing down to school from a medical appointment to help a student in trouble, wow. Very sweet. And she made things better instantly (: Yay Ms Lim <3 <3 <3

Got extremely fired up at as well, was itching for a confrontation but I suppose, what use would that be except to aggravate the hatred between him and all of us girls? There's no point of a confrontation apart from satisfying my burning curiosity as to whether he is truly obtuse or truly evil. Not to say that things aren't already looking bad already. I wonder if he knows just how despised he is. Maybe some of the girls, unlike me, bother to put up a front and treat him in a friendly manner. If only he knew the truth.

I don't know if it's plain stupidity (do you actually think telling someone hurtful falsehoods to push her completely over the edge and cause a massive nervous breakdown is beneficial in any way?), or a purely evil intent. Either way, it only made things so, so much worse and it was just so painful for me to even see her in that state. I only wished I could take away some of the pain, but we just couldn't seem to do so.

I was just so freaking pissed off when I heard what he told her. Why? Why why why the hell did you do that? Do you realise we're already fearing for her life? Do you realise how much hurt and doubt and blame you put into her heart? Do you realise how much it affected her, how close she was to completely losing it? Do you understand how painful it is to think that all you have lived for and everything you depended on for the past year was all a farce? And that's a lie.


As I watched her, I could only pray for God to touch her and heal her. I didn't know what else I could say, what else I could do.


[Note: I'm not taking any sides on the issue. I'm not going to conclude whether it was his fault or whether she brought it upon herself. I'm not in a position to do so. I don't want to take sides, I only want her to be okay.]


So that was rather blunt, I'm tempted to say the usual "don't read if you don't want to see" but I think in today's case, if anyone thinks I shouldn't blog about things like that in open, I'll take this down.


Our class happenings might actually make a better soap opera than Days Of Our Lives. There's always one thing or another that shakes us up, but the only problem is that they are never very good things.


The air is crisp and cold and it isn't raining, so perhaps I should go for a run. Running buddy Liru sprained her ankle today in a most hilarious way (I think I acted it out about 10 times today, to her chagrin/amusement) so I didn't run after PE as intended. A long, slow jog suddenly seems to be the perfect way to get rid of all these thoughts from my head. (Unfortunately, there is laziness to battle with as well.)