04 July, 2006

*114 - path of perfect grades

Boys in shirts are hot, yes? (:


Okay, maybe I should say, Justin in shirt is hot (:

That was Sunday before church, where we got to sit right smack in the middle, in the 2nd row, for the first time ever! Usually no matter how early we begin queuing up, we always sit near the back or in the overflow rooms. But WOW we sat right behind all the pastors and got to see the worship leaders and pastors up close and it was so cool. Hehehe.


On a gloomier note.

Got back Chem today - I've never done so badly in my entire JC life. I'm not even sure if Mr Koh is going to let me keep my Chem S or whether he's going to dump me into Chem R. Yeah, it's that bad. Please don't ask.

She went to talk to Mr Koh after the lesson - I didn't, not because I'm trying to avoid a scolding or avoid embarrassing myself by bursting into tears or something, but because he currently probably just thinks I'm lazy & inattentive & didn't study hard. I think I'll rather not let him know the truth: I'm just a brainless twit trying to pretend I'm smart.

Once upon a time, long long ago, I was intelligent. Today, I'm not so sure.

Guess I have to stop being complacent about the path of perfect grades I've left behind me and mug my ass off from now.

Let the teachers worry and scold now, I'll prove them wrong.


Like Sunday's sermon mentioned: ...in everything give thanks; for this is the will of God in Christ Jesus for you. Thank You for the wake up call, I realise I cannot rely on my strength alone to produce good results. Please God, take away my pride ... help me to depend on Your wisdom ...

... I know I shouldn't be, but I'm scared.



-rubs hands- Let the mugging begin!! Bwahaha.

Um.

Okay, tomorrow lah. Or maybe next week. (: Next month?

Teehee just kidding.