*022 - transient

It’s sad to hear people talking about how upset they would be when their CCA season ends, or when they officially hand over, because they’ll miss it so much and they all love each other so much and everyone would sit there together for the last time and hold hands and bawl.

I say it’s sad, because I can already imagine some of us smiling and saying “no more training forever, no more smelly gymnasium, hoorah” and walking away from everything just like that.

I don’t know. It’s great to be part of a team, to know you belong, to know you can always depend on your “band of brothers” (to quote Tubzz), to know that everybody wants to achieve just as much as you do.

It sucks when everybody trails away unceremoniously one by one. No commitment, no camaraderie, no aspirations, no nothing.

Some happy times, no doubt ...

But they’re all transient.

Oh well, what can I do.


[Not directed at anyone in particular, mind you ... just some vague thoughts. Not managing to finish my math paper has put me down in the dumps. And I really must thank Amy Zhu Mel & Mel for keeping me sane during this time <3 You guys have been great!]