*014 - pulling out

So terribly disappointed. I expected more from you guys. Where’s your sense of responsibility? Don’t pull out when you have already committed yourself. You might think it’s just one item but it means a lot when you only have a few to begin with.

Thanks to dear Zhu and Amy for the hugs and tissues and comfort (:

Prayed to God for strength and wisdom while sitting on the sandy tiles outside the hall. I really need Your help.

Sometimes, I really don’t know if I should be cold and unrelenting and authoritative and force people to listen to me. Or should I be smiley and accommodating (as I usually try to be), and then slip away to cry as everything I’m trying so hard to hold onto crumbles and slips through my fingers.