03 March, 2006

*006 - little bundles of joy

I’ve been so amazingly busy. I think one of the hardest parts of being a leader, to me, is to let go and trust your dear friends to complete whatever you assign to them for you, instead of trying to be the one who runs around doing everything. Just a little insecurity on my part, because I want everything to be perfect. Sometimes I don’t realise that distributing the workload is the only way to get everything perfect.

On that note, thanks to all my friends who have been keeping me sane (: In particular, Boyfriend Number Two, whom I’ve grown to depend on so much. I don’t know how I would survive in school otherwise! (Ooh how promiscuous!!) Much love to Liru <3 (And don’t listen to her if she insists she’s Girlfriend Number One. I refuse to be bi!)

And I must say this now, in case Boyfriend Number One gets jealous ... I love Justin too! Haha! <3 <3

Gym concert, dance night, common tests, daily work, business (haha) ... Life is just so hectic nowadays. Whenever I’m not doing work, I’m trying to think up steps in my head. (Yeah, that’s what I’m actually doing when I look like I’m zoning out!) ( ... Okay, maybe I am just zoning out.)

Thankfully, no matter how little rest I get or how much I grumble and cry, God continues to command His blessings upon me and never fails to help me handle each day’s problems ... so I’ll never have to worry about tomorrow. (: All the little bundles of joy He sends my way, like good morning SMSes and decorating ruggers’ arms with snapping killer fish and sneaking meaningful chats with friends during tutorials and dancing in classrooms with Indian music blaring over the speakers, really helps to get me through each day.