*1025 - do you?

Do you ever sink into your chair at the end of the day with knees a-tremble from exhaustion, feel the weight of your body, feel an almost tangible blanket of heaviness, almost physically and certainly mentally, feel the need to hold on to the power button for one, two, three seconds to forcefully shut yourself down to the world, and while you're a blank black screen to everyone else, submerge yourself in the solitude of the blank blackness and bawl your soul out over nothing and over everything?

What does that mean?