Oh no now Erni knows all my little secrets!
There must be a rule: anything said under the influence of alcohol must remain unspoken. Hahaha.
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Feeling a little light-headed even now, because I slept at 4 am and my silly body clock woke me bright and early at 9 am. Shall take a nap later lest I fall asleep swimming this evening.
Consequence: Inability to form coherent sentences with ease.
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I guess I am a brat - I'm used to getting my way when I want it. Anyone who knows me well enough knows how I am when I set my heart upon something.
Yesterday I realised how I was baring my heart, making myself vulnerable, making myself ache - how very odd for someone who, on any other occasion, steels and hardens her heart and steps one step back as someone else steps one step forward, doing a curious little backwards salsa step 1 2 3 pause 5 6 7, and now the music ends thank you for the dance moving on please.