Sarcasm aside, I'm actually extremely happy. I've been feeling like crap over the past few days but only pleaded guilty this morning, because I didn't feel like intruding on a family outing anyway. Since noone's around to hear me, I just blew my nose with wild abandonment (ie. extremely loudly) and have settled down to enjoy some me time, while crooning along with Krall (: Perfect.
They don't realize it at all, but this vacation has done wonders for me. The exam period was miserable, the month before even more so, the week after too quiet for my own good. I left Ithaca with a half-broken heart (ok, maybe just a quarter-broken; I'm being melodramatic), but now I'm here, perfectly content, even despite The Crisis, bible presbies, etc. Haha! So thankful for Joel & family, who have made me happier than they know by just being around (:
I don't hurt anymore. I think. But I'm still waiting for the day when I can look back at what happened, and smile.
But now what?
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Ok, so, one picture because I've been drooling over the thought of last night's dessert:
Oreo-chocolate-cheesecake, anyone? (:
It's kind of ugly here, but it sure tasted divine ;)
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Well. Happy 2008 (: