14 November, 2007

*483 - (: and ):

I don't think you even realize when you're being mean and make me feel like crying. I don't think you ever noticed when my eyes welled up with tears.

But that's okay (:

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I had the most bizarre night a couple of days ago. At around 1 am, Kenneth, Joel and Simian drove up to Balch, and we bought a bunch of fries, subs, and hot chocolates. I forced everyone to sit under the big tree in the middle of the lawn, in the dark, and have a picnic with me. It was awesome - I mean, how many people have actually had a picnic on the grass at 1 am (and in their winter coats)? :D

Other strange things happened that night, including sprinting with Joel after the bus from NY (and splashing hot chocolate all over him in the process) to catch Jingxiong, missing Jingxiong and sadly giving up on seeing him, then discovering Yuanhong at RPCC buying chocolate, and then discovering Jingxiong at RPCC buying a sub. You have to realize this was near 3 in the morning, which is not the time you expect your friends to be randomly walking around.

Also, I lost my camera some time between taking a photo of everyone under the big Balch tree and settling down in RPCC. I'm terribly upset because it was a pretty decent camera, and it was PINK. Haha ): I'm going to wait a while and see if it turns up anywhere; if it doesn't, I'll just buy the same camera again because I already have the battery, charger, memory card, and wire thingy. Sigh. What a waste.

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Studying has been hard; I know I can't blame it on anyone but myself for being distracted, but I've just been sooo distracted by everything that's been going on in my life. I've been totally moody and constantly kind of upset over the past few days, but I do think that things are slowly going back to normal now, and everyone's getting better, so. No excuses anymore. I have to work hard for the finals, because I haven't been doing as well as I had hoped to for my second round of prelims. It's complacency, definitely. Gotta start studying again to pull my grades back up.

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To end on a happier note: Hotelie ball! (: It was really fun dressing up. The theme was "red carpet" so everyone was looking pretty sharp.

Joel and I went together (:


Waving to the paparazzi!


Checked out the 14-man house at VP for the first time (haha I still can't believe so many Singaporeans live together in one house). Gossipped until something like 5 am, made use of daylight savings and gossipped until 5 am again (this sentence totally doesn't make sense), concussed, and then woke up for a dim sum brunch. Which wasn't great, but it was dim sum. Haha :D





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Meh. Time to get some work done before going off for dance. I haven't done any work since last weekend.