28 April, 2007

*363 - silent night, broken night

Gerry: Oh no I realise I can't remember your name past Gerry Sim Pei ___. Hahaha.

Amy: We can pray together for your sake that he visits Brewerkz hehe.

Melissa, Zhu, Sinn: Teeheehee ;)

Molester: Ni yao chi muffin ma?

Shib: I only ate 1 more and then the rest just disappeared the next day!! Like omg I don't know who ate them!!

Mud: You can check out www.sentiodanceconcert.com for more details (: Groups include RJC alumni, RJ, SA, LADC, NUS.

Venetia: Really? Is he a good waiter? Haha :P

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Had Little Evelyn's dance prac on Wednesday, which was extremely productive because we finished learning the entire dance! Wow! Thought that was pretty terrific, kudos to Evelyn & Iris for being wonderful ic's! (:

I made my specialty (haha) chocolate cream cheese muffins for the dancers!











Amazing how all these dancers can still look so pretty even when doing silly things like looking greedy or dancing with my muffins!

Sorry about the quality of my muffins that day - they were the ugliest muffins yet, and didn't taste as yummy as usual, because I was crying as I made them hahaha. Of course, I wouldn't be baking if I had been crying from the start, but once you start baking and THEN start crying you can't leave off halfway, so I plopped the batter haphazardly into their cups through my tears and nearly started crying again when they came out looking so ugly.

(Note: I told Maddy about the crying, which is why she did the "sad muffin" pose for me.)

Hahaha I am such a drama queen.

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Thursday: Very exciting day with Shib (at last), more about that another day because I have to rush off soon.

Friday: Very long day with me scheduled to work from 11 am to 11 pm, but I was already zombie-ing at about 6 and making myself hopelessly useless, which was probably why Evan sent me off early from work at 8.30. Sorry sorry! ):

Saturday: Full attendance for Wanjun's dance for the first time!! Nearly finished the dance, yay. Thankful to have a strong partner who gives me lots of 'hang time' hahaha but I shall attempt to lose weight from now till June for his sake :P Haha okay, everyone knows that'll never happen. Made myself hopelessly useless during alumni prac by completely disappearing altogether, and I am really, really sorry about that ):

Met Joel at J8 for Meet the Robinsons after that which was very cuuute! "RAWR but I have a big head and little arms!" Joel provided the free movie tickets and bought me my favourite sinful cheesy nachos (I much prefer those to popcorn) and got Daddy to drive us home ... and he drove me to school in the morning too! Big brothers are cool. (:

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Bittersweet memories. The sad irony of yesterday's events, which coincided so spectacularly that it was almost funny. Thank you all for the hugs and messages and for Nat who sang the latte boy song for me to cheer me up hehe. You guys probably don't know exactly what's going on but thanks for being there for me, and you don't have to worry about me (:

I cry a lot and I get sad a lot ... BUT I'm not depressed or anything. It sounds incongruous I know, but I can't say I'm depressed when at the end of the day I pick myself up with a smile on my face because I know my God has bigger and better plans for me so I don't need to worry. Yup. (: