*108 - loser ):

For the first time ever, I am going to completely give up on Chemistry, pack my bag and go to sleep. I feel like crap, it's not yet 10 pm and I'm falling asleep, I can't absorb anything more, last minute cramming just isn't working this time, all the info is leaking out of my brain, I can't do the stupid practice papers (which are kind of weird because this year we seem to be tested on MANY more topics than previous CT2s which sucks) and I know this is Not Good At All and yes I am already regretting it like crazy but my body cannot take it and yeah I'll just weep at my stupidity when I get my disgusting results back and that will be that I suppose.

Yo, I think I must have sprained my brain during Bio this afternoon or something.

I'm such a loser, seriously. ):


Ok and literally a few seconds after I typed that, Mummy came in to pray for me and now I'm feeling loads better. I'll skim through my notes one last time, have a good night's rest, and trust God to do the rest. (:

(To Sandhya, have you found out my SATs results yet? Hehe, look harder!)