16 February, 2011

*962 - where?

I almost started bawling at work from a sudden twang of homesickness. Teared up and sniffled and quickly turned my thoughts back to excel formulae and data sheets and the whole nerdy shebang.

I've never really decided on where in the world I want to settle down in. I've never really meant to make a decision, I guess. Why should I? I am out of place here, and I've lost my place there. But I can be happy here, and I can be happy there.

Now, more than ever, love and promises and a future together are no longer shackling me down.

But I'm staying. I want to. And I shall, at least, for now.