On a related note, I noticed that my bananas were labelled "chiquita" (a prominent brand of banana, apparently, Google reveals), which reminded me of your mom/Casey and, by association, you.
I close my eyes and imagine the dark hills I would have to cross / to reach you. For I am in love with you / and this is what it is like or what it is like in words.
Carol Ann Duffy
When I grow up, I'd like to be a cream puff. A cream puff with apricots, or even a plain one. Lukewarm at the bakery. In the window.