Shudder. I wanted to skip over this post number, but decided that I'm not superstitious and that my God is bigger than the number 666! So.
Today is my second day of being "properly" single since, what, 2004?
Thank you to the friends who mostly won't ever read this who are helping me get through life. (This means you, Inshi, if you ever see this.)
I don't know what to feel, don't know what to say. Pain? Regret? Guilt? Relief?
Why do I always hurt the ones I love the most? Why do I always take them for granted? Why do I always do the stupidest things? Why aren't I more committed? Why can't I be a better girlfriend?
I'm such a disaster.
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Evelyn
I close my eyes and imagine the dark hills I would have to cross / to reach you. For I am in love with you / and this is what it is like or what it is like in words.
Carol Ann Duffy
When I grow up, I'd like to be a cream puff. A cream puff with apricots, or even a plain one. Lukewarm at the bakery. In the window.
Jeux d'enfants
No matter. Try again. Fail again. Fail better.
Samuel Beckett