*035 - find rest

After walking through less than a minute’s worth of steps half heartedly with about 5% of my energy, I was dizzy and faint and aching and panting. [Sorry Xinqin & Beatrice, I really was on the verge of collapsing )’:]

The continual sleep deficit is wrecking both my brain and body. The gears in my head are grinding along slowly, and walking up a flight of stairs is enough to make my heart race.

Suppressing the tears ain’t easy, but friends really help a lot. Anything from carrying my stuff for me (thanks Tubby!) and the Weekly Physics Prac Napping Table which comes hand in hand with amusingly idiotic incidences (rampant when JonKoh’s on a roll with his puns) and even the littlest things like a simple hello, or sitting next to me during lessons (<3 Liru), or squeezing my hand for that instant in the car (<3 Justin).

Yup, it all makes a difference to me (:

Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened,
And I will give you rest.
Take my yoke upon you and learn from me,
For I am gentle and humble in heart,
And you will find rest for your souls.
For my yoke is easy and my burden is light.

- Matthew 11:28 - 30